*Every Mother's Day*

A Day that should be Celebrated

But.... By me, It's hated

Depression is what I feel

I thought they said "Time Heals"???

I miss your smile. I miss your touch

Do you realize how I miss you so much

It's been almost three years. Why do I still feel this way?

On the day of your Birth, and Every Mother's Day

I still have your message that I listen to over and over again

I miss my Mother.... I miss my Friend

Listening to your voice eases my pain

But When I hang up the phone, My body rains

I long to tell you what's been going on in my life

I still wear the ring you wore when you were his wife

This unexplainable emptiness living in my heart

The sad thing is, no one prepared me for this part

If only I had more time to tell you how I feel

Who would of thought "Sorrow" felt this real

I wish I could have one more chance to see your smile

If I knew it was possible I would walk 100,000 miles

I would do anything for that wish to come true

Where do I have to go? What do I have to do?

Life is hard without that Motherly Love

But I know your looking over us from up above

I yearn for when I no longer have to feel this way

But until then it consumes my heart on the day of your Birth and Every Mother's Day

***Loving you Always***

*Gerilyn Antonia Christian*