I've asked you to leave when I entered the room
You said "Not now" "I'm Leaving" "Soon" ??
I covered my face so I wouldn't have to see your pain
But even with my eyes closed... I felt your shame
I thought I had this handled and everything was under control
But you overpowered me... you were just being cold
I didn't want to show my true feelings, I felt they didn't need to be seen
That's when you shut me out. You always have a problem coming clean
Why do you surface when all I prefer is for you to hide
But then I realized, It was only my pride
I've asked you to go away and never come back
And it's Not because.... Strength I Lack!
You're Sad, Loving, Lusting, Confident and Patient all at the same time
A little Confusing...YES....But it's fine
Feelings are meant to be felt but I don't know how to let them be
I don't trust her to know, I don't want him to see
To bad these feelings are non-negotiable
It's just so hard dealing with Emotions that are so Damn Emotional !!!!! :)
