Emotional Emotions......

I've asked you to leave when I entered the room

You said "Not now"  "I'm Leaving"  "Soon" ??

I covered my face so I wouldn't have to see your pain

But even with my eyes closed... I felt your shame

I thought I had this handled and everything was under control

But you overpowered me... you were just being cold

I didn't want to show my true feelings, I felt they didn't need to be seen

That's when you shut me out. You always have a problem coming clean

Why do you surface when all I prefer is for you to hide

But then I realized, It was only my pride

I've asked you to go away and never come back

And it's Not because.... Strength I Lack!

You're Sad, Loving, Lusting, Confident and Patient all at the same time

A little Confusing...YES....But it's fine

Feelings are meant to be felt but I don't know how to let them be

I don't trust her to know, I don't want him to see

To bad these feelings are non-negotiable

It's just so hard dealing with Emotions that are so Damn Emotional !!!!! :)