4 Deadly Sins...Lust / Envy / Hate / Jealousy

The burning sensation that has me feeling Guilty

Having thoughts of committing Adultery

About to tear apart everything that I've known to be Stability

I would never be able to replace her Generosity

And now I'm alone and it's all because of my Stupidity

Feeling emotionally envious is my Malfunction

Trying my best not to let it be my Concentration

Not being able to get to where I want to be is causing me to be in a deep Depression

Getting what I want by any means necessary is my Mission

Committing crimes to get what I want has become my Obsession

Living in a world full of Hate

Do you think we should Repent before it's to Late

Hating someone because of who they Love

Because some say it's disgust that came from the Bible and our Father from up Above

Why are we hated for choosing our Loved Religion

Who and where we worship should be nothing more than our own Decision

Hated because of the color of your Skin

Not realizing that the Intelligence that we have now could only allow us to Win

465 years in captivity has made us Stronger

Living through the Holocaust has made them Richer

And the teachings of today will only make tomorrow's children Smarter

Never wanting your ego to be bruised by it

Thinking more of yourself than the one that your with

Acting out because of the Love that you feel

Jealousy is a crutch and when your handicapped by it, It's all to real

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Lust..........Envy..........Hate..........Jealousy

Dealing with 4 of the Deadly Sins is not what Life is About

Craving what your forbidden to have, Hating someone you never knew, and living in a world full of self doubt!

Don't let these Four creep into your Day to Day

Realize it's not needed and all it does is get in your Way!

Contentment

Are you content with the person that your with, How you live your life, and What's in your Heart

Does it make you cry, Does it make you smile, Is it a form of today's Modern Art

Who defines your happiness and holds your heart in that special way

The Mother of your child, The man of your dreams or your best friend from back in the day

Does he step out to make himself feel better inside

Does he get away with it because your true feelings you always try to hide

What makes her so special that you are drawn to her words

Is it her poetry, her mind or simply her curves

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

Always remember ........ Beauty fades when we get older

Are you content with how you Love your mate

Were you drawn together physically or was it fate

Everything happens for a reason, We all know that's true

Don't do something you'll regret in the morning, it will always live with you

Sharing your thoughts, your time and your heart with someone in need

And doing it wholeheartedly without any greed

Don't listen to people who don't have your best interest at Heart

With a mind of your own and a tongue that's sharp, When you put pen to paper that's a form of today's Modern Art!

*Every Mother's Day*

A Day that should be Celebrated

But.... By me, It's hated

Depression is what I feel

I thought they said "Time Heals"???

I miss your smile. I miss your touch

Do you realize how I miss you so much

It's been almost three years. Why do I still feel this way?

On the day of your Birth, and Every Mother's Day

I still have your message that I listen to over and over again

I miss my Mother.... I miss my Friend

Listening to your voice eases my pain

But When I hang up the phone, My body rains

I long to tell you what's been going on in my life

I still wear the ring you wore when you were his wife

This unexplainable emptiness living in my heart

The sad thing is, no one prepared me for this part

If only I had more time to tell you how I feel

Who would of thought "Sorrow" felt this real

I wish I could have one more chance to see your smile

If I knew it was possible I would walk 100,000 miles

I would do anything for that wish to come true

Where do I have to go? What do I have to do?

Life is hard without that Motherly Love

But I know your looking over us from up above

I yearn for when I no longer have to feel this way

But until then it consumes my heart on the day of your Birth and Every Mother's Day

***Loving you Always***

*Gerilyn Antonia Christian*

"Ariel's 10"

How proud we are of the man we call Dad

Never forgetting all the fun we've had

When we were all young going to "The Park"

And wanting to stay out with you till it got dark

Not caring what time it was or if we had school the next day

We all just wanted to be together when we went out to play

How proud we are of the man we call Dad

Even though when you get in your moods your kind of a Nag :)

We all received the message from your last conversation

But you like to bring things in to the next situation

It's funny because Berenice does the same

And Lurlyn acts just like you with no care or shame

Both Eboni's have your intellect and book smarts the same

And Shaun is pursuing a career that's going to lead him to fame

Ariel is an artist in his heart and soul

Tiffany has your attitude, it's fearful and cold

Unique and Kadijah is still growing up

But you know they will have years of shine and good luck

Omari is the only one that's always been by your side

And nothing you've taught him he has ever tried to hide

Alot of people can learn from the things that you do

Thank you for being a Father and a good man to those whom love you!

"LOVE"

Love will never hurt your feelings, Love will always be true

Love never demands or makes you do things you wish not to do

Love prevents us from getting in to a fight

"Love should of brought your Ass home last night"

Waking up beside you..staring into your face

Love makes you feel invincible..wishing you never had to leave this place

A woman says it to her new born child

A husband asks his wife....Why haven't I heard it in a while?

When someone passes and you console your friend

It's Love that will be there till the very end

Love makes it so easy for us to be together

Saying "I Do" means I want you around forever

After a phone call it is so casually used

Many times we find that word so oftenly abused

Do you ever wonder why that four letter word holds so much power

It's heard at the beginning of Life and at our final hour

A word so small but carries so much weight

Find out the reason for it's use before it's to late

Resolution

The end is near....Time for Reflection

Open up the lines of failed Communication

Don't dwell on the past, Look for a new Direction

Get rid of all negativity, strength starts with Motivation

A new beginning is all about Determination

Multi-tasking through life is all about Coordination

Preparing yourself for your next Destination

Being able to get there without Navigation

Who would of thought I would be consumed by this Occupation

Feeling like I need to be for my Obligations

Realizing that life is not about Simplification

All it takes is 1 of our actions that can lead to Incrimination

Don't take it so hard when it's your turn to experience Rejection

One day you'll be on the other end and it might not be your Intentions

Your mirror might reflect many Imperfections

Which can be all in your head....Try and love God's Creation

Can our actions today be tomorrow's end to Civilization

I strongly believe in Nostradamus's Predictions

Let's take the game of life to a level with more Accommodation's and less Limitations

Avoiding Restrictions doesn't mean you have to give in to life's Temptations

***Inspired by Josie Zetina***

Beautiful Faces

Beautiful faces we all have our own

Some surface on cue and some have yet to be shown

Your beauty within comes from your heart

It's like a painting on the wall, Full of colors, Full of Art

When someone touches you in that special way

A Smile, Their conversation, They've made your day

A song can stay with you for your entire life

Reminding you of your EX- girlfriend / boyfriend / Husband or wife

Are Dreams actions you don't have the heart to do

If it did come true will that person feel the same way to

Beautiful Faces can come from someone Unknown

It could be truthfully theirs or on a 5 minute loan

If someone came up to you and asked you for 10 minutes of your time

Would you be open to it or would you give them the "Can't talk right now" line

If you knew that they really needed a Friend

Because life was cruel, No one was there and they were contemplating if it should all end

Would you be more receptive to someone else's Soul?

If you were able to see the untold truth's that their eyes told

Beautiful Faces could come from someone in the dark

Before your time comes make sure you make your mark

Beautiful Faces can come from you and me

Don't cover them up, Let it be shown for the entire world to see